And You told me who I am. I am Yours, Thursday 22ndOctober Got back results , ohkay I guess. I dont expect much from myself , so ohwell . Whole day of shockness, happinness, sadness . Had a quiet reccess of sobbing and stuff . Almost cried , but didnt . MotherTongue shocked me alittle but I guess that expected of me . Maybe I should have started Higher Mother Tongue earlier ? I have no idea . The rest of the day went out ohkay till Literature came. Comforted myself saying that it was realllllll hard . But it was , really . English was ohkay even though I didnt get a distinction . My mother was a little unhappy though but no scoldings (: . But I think I did not too good for Compre . Sad case ehy ? My mother says I am going learning lab , hope there are people I Know .
Friday 23rdOctoberHad briefing for House Leaders in the morning and Rachael was LATE . Do you know that a leader must be punctual ? Punctuallity is a good ... Enough preaching already . So helped carry those stupid plastic bodies (who stole our first kiss) up the hall . Guess I am nice :D . Was in charge of Sec 1 Bronte and had to collate marks with Krys :B . Brought a Apple Kabapple and when it was time to eat, it was hot and soury ): . Hence decided not to eat and eat Krys's grapes (she brought 2 cartons xx). It was sweet and yummy . Everyone was eating it (: . And no , I didnot stole it .
Went up to the hall to save a life of someone who wasnt even living . Our coach was some girl who was realllll enthu and had our class first for everything . But I guess that not a bad thing cause we could rest after that . Sat with XiangJun and Maechen infront being enthu us :D . Infront of Reyna, Jesslyn, Rachel they all. Laughed realllll hard and Xiangjun became like some madwoman who messy hair. Dont tell me, I already know what to buy for her birthday. I did everything successfully (Yay me) . The compression, the mouth thingywingy. Only that I was laughing like some shitzsx the first time I tried and I really hope my boyfriend doesnot have a big mouth like that cause then I wont know how to kiss . Ohkay , no laaaah . From what I see from shows , you dont have to cover the whole mouth to kiss the person (at least thats what I think) . Enough about Kissing (-.-) , moving onnnnnn...
Went for Reccess and came back for some SunWuKong thingy. I promise it was interesting for the first 5 mins then I slowly fell asleep. Except that XiangJun, being Xiangjun was enthusiastically clapping and cheering cause they were doing the Same somersaults over and over again. But I guess only one was really really hot though his face was painted . And I am not talking about the monkey with the coconut head.
Next had DeepaRaya concert. Veryveryvery nice :D . Woots to all geeoners who participated , good job manzsx ! Maisarah, Fatin, Nadiah, Anisa, Lavanya, Sonali, Marsha and Happy DeepaRaya to all Malays and Indians :D .
Then had Special week briefing. Chatted on where to go etcetc .
Saturday 24thOctober, Sunday25th OctoberSaturday nothing much . Sunday went to church . Yitian called me her Favourite loser and hugged me and I feel so insulted , uhhuh. Nicolette complained I pangsehed her on Saturday :B . And Nethania told me LeeMinHo came to ION yesterday. RAAAAAAAAAAAAAH . Next week is extended time , now Who's going ?
I'm not doing this cause I want to let you know . I'm doing this cause I have no one to talk to , No one to tell . I really dontknow what to do . If I did this , I would hurt the other party . If I did that, I would hurt this party. What am I suppose to do Lord ? I feel like a mean person inside already. But is there anything I can do . Pray I suppose . Prayer IS a powerful weapon. Thank you God for giving this powerful weapon to help us to communicate with You . Telling someone who knows both parties wont work.
Dear Ellie, Sometimes I feel annoyed that you donttell us things. And Gladys feels that way too . We just feel so left out, You and Felicia would know while both of us dont . Have you thought about others feelings too ? You never really cared about what others think and feel. Leaving us at Orchard just like that, not going Eefaye's house, Writing on your blog likethat, posting all the bad stuff about Crescent, not even a single bit about how you loved those days we went high. Is that how much we mean to you ? Are we That worthless that we had to be the bad extreme ? I know you have fun at resonate but I feel hurt at your words. The way you say you dontlike G1 and stuff likethat. Have you ever ask yourself if you have thought about others? I know at times you are nice and stuff like that, but sometimes I am really pissed with you. I am happy that you have come to love Resonate and stuff likethat. About the Reyna part, its just one person. Just because of oneperson does not represent the whole class does it? People just like Gladys and is fascinated by how she speaks, is there a problem? And you had to put in your blog so that all of your resonate people can see it while you go talking behind the backs of GeeOne. Is this how a Christian should be? Is this how You should be? I am doing this cause I dont really dare talk in your face and tell you that cause I dontwant you to hate me and think that I really dontcare about your feelings. Have you think about if Gladys saw what you wrote, will she be happy? Have you even remember all the fun times we had? Or is there only Resonate in your heart. I know there is no one I can talk to cause I dontwant ending up hurting both parties. I am really hoping you would take a step back and ask yourself if you had really, really thought about others feelings throughout this year. Those incidents I mentioned werent only the ones, there were many.I am sorry for all the mean things I have done. I pray that God will forgive me for all the sins I have done throughout the year.
I am sorry.
Guess thats it. Tomorrow is The Day. Throughout this resting period, I have not really thought about the results until today. I believe that God will provide and maybe even failing is one of His Plans. At DG this week , I have learnt that Knowing about God is different then Knowing God. Have I all this years only Know about God and not Know God fully ? Have I really know what he really wants for me ?
Dear Felicia,
Stay strong alrights. Like what Ellie said, God gives and take away. I know I aint good with words. I am glad you are doing fine now. /
Loves
HopeSaviour, He can move the mountains, My God is mighty to save,
He is mighty to save
( Mighty to save )Not because of who I am , but because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done, but because of who you are
(Who am I)Every dream that reaches out,
That reaches out to find the Love
(Testify to love)I find myself being closer to God and Praise the Lord for that.
I begin to realise the little things God have given me, A good school , Nice friends and family and practically everything.
I used to go to church cause oh my parents ask me to and I have friends there so why not . And have not really thought about the reason of going to Church and believing in God. I dreaded Family worship which is to go to the adults worship instead of the Childrens's worship. Now even though I have to go to Adults worship, I dont really mind. I look forward to sermons (some) cause I really want to know what God is telling me and what the story is about. I really understand the meanings of songs, and not just sing it just for singing it . I really thought about the Lyrics and how God sacrifises for us, helps us when we're down, always being our friend, there for us. And also when I pray, I pray prayerfully. I dont pray cause everyone else is praying so I should just follow. I also thank God for the things he does and not just ask for myself, for exams grades to be better. I realise that there is always something to thank God for even when there is nothing exciting happening. Thank you Ellie for telling me that God will always be there and he will provide. I guess its fate that some days before, my dad told me that he wasnt scared of his boss firing him cause he knows that God will provide, always. Thank you Lord for letting me know that you are always there for me, no matter what happens.
/Loves
At the blink of the eye, its 2 weeks to end of school term . I still remember the time it was campfire and the seniors were teaching us the cheers and all . I was dreading Orientation and begging it to go away. And in a few months time, it will be Our turn to teach them. Shocking eh ? I know. This is my first year in a Girls' school and everything is an eyeopener . I changed on the outside, as well as inside. More fashion sense I guess ? Its all about growing up . And inside, I learnt to voice up in class (GeeOne should know) and talking about Hot guys freely. Being in a Girls' school , I didnt really have to care what others think. They didnt like me ? So be it (: . No one is stopping them. Afterall, its their heart anyway. Away with the lonnnnnng introduction, lets go to the dedications :
1G1 (hearts) :
I am glad to be in this class. Even though there were many sad times like MrLim giving alot of demerits, seniors alittle unhappy for sometimes, CWO, I didnot regret coming into this class. Infact, I thank the Lord for it. Looking at all the other classes, I saw how united our class is. No offence to other classes. There were happy times too, like winning the cheering competition, highing at events like national day (I remember we all holding hands and jumping), screaming, games, CIP. All these little things, I thank God for it. Many brought us closer, some took us apart, but after everything, We Are A Class. Infact, its the best class ever yet. Thankyou and Thank you God for putting me into this class. Thank you very much . And I love you all !
Clique (hearts):
You were the ones I could share my thoughts with. Though we fought alot of times, we still went back together. Some became realllllll serious, but after all that, we were all ohkay already :D . I want to thank God for having such nice friends, telling me what Friends really are. I really love the camwhore times, highing times, laughing at Gladys expression, Laughing at Xiulun's lame jokes (which are REAL funny), Laughing at high Ellie and Felicia. When someone is sad, Someone would cheer them up. I also want to thank all the fun times with Reccess buddies, all the laughter, Snatching of food and everything. I thank God for all of you .I LOVE YOU TTM
I am really glad that God gave me such wonderful friends and class. Thanks for sharing beautiful memories and for everything, Thank you Lord.
Have not posted for uhh , 1849349302743928 years .
Uhhuh , yours truly becomes guaikiah , studystudystudy.
First it was Common Test , then EOY .
Sad , but its all over . Praise the Lord .
Today went Orchard with Xiangjun, LiYing, Felicia, Xiulun, Eefaye and Ellie .
ION IS SO SUPERDUPERKABUPER COOL MANZSX .
And it was the first time I went Orchard , IN A BUS .
So I looked fascinated and everyone started laughing at me O: .
AND ION TOILET IS SO COOL , THE CHILDREN TOILET JUST PRESS THE BUTTON OUTSDE CAN LIAO !
Then we all thought that the water press the sticker than can on , but then cannot :b .
And the mirror below is a HANDDRYER !
Went to Burger King for Brunchy and I kept laughing till I cannot eat the burger .
Sadly, they pangseh-ed me and went off with me and my fries and coke ): .
Next went MuJiWuJiKabuji and I had to stand outside cause I had food . And Gladys just went in like that with her COKE and she was wearing her tie O: !
Then we walkwalkwalk , Dress-looking and Gladys called us Mature-wannabes .
Went outside and was stalked my salespeople who wanted us to do their survey .
Being the kindest things on earth (uhhuh) , we did it and got FREE GOODIE BAGS !
But in the end we threw away the plastic bag and kept the goodies :B .
Went to Taka after that and Felicia helped a old lady who lost her way !
We felt so cheated when we walked one big round when it was like less then 100m away canzsx .
And the poor aunty had to like run cause we were walking veh fast .
Then walked around for awhile before going EEFAYE's house which has a swimming pool , balcony , rooftop (with the helipcopter landing) and a comfydomfy chair .
And we went around her house going " OMG EEFAYE I LIKE YOUR HOUSE ! YOUR HOUSE SO COOL ! I ALSO WANTTTTTTTTT ! "
We got bored and watched movies before it started raining and FELICIA was showing off cause she did not have to share her umbrella and she was TWIRLING , yes TWIRLING her Pink Mickey mouse umbrella . And she and Xiulun and Gladys started spraying water while me and MaeChen just stood by the side and laugh .
Thanks to everyone who made today funnnnnnnnnnn !
